Description
Self-Portrait and poem
We step out of the smoke
warm with aftermath.
The world snaps on like a floodlight.
Red is everywhere
In emergence
Sirens tearing holes in the air,
naming us before we speak.
Their faces turn.
Their eyes narrow.
They flinch like we’re contagious,
like survival is something
that stains.
Look how they look at me…
at us.
As if we chose the fire.
As if the smoke didn’t choose us first.
The city breaks apart
through human eyes
with warped lenses,
by cheap judgments,
vision corrupted by fear.
They call it defect.
They call it wrong.
They call it too much.
But my body keeps rendering itself
overexposed, yes,
edges burned into memory,
still pulsing with intent.
I am not what they see.
I am what remains
after the alarm fades,
after the red loosens its grip.
We exist anyways,
inside a world that mistakes
our emergence
for a threat.